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  • Day 30: Glory

    a poem a day in the month of may
    (The Liminality Journal: Kaitlin Curtice)

    In the morning, you
    glory — unfurling into
    full bloom at sun’s light.

    ***

    A common flower,
    not showy,
    persistent in your travels,
    wending, winding,
    climbing, sometimes binding,
    easy to overlook
    the glory of your
    persistent opening 
    to the light.

    You prefer a balanced soil,
    not too much light —
    12 hours will do nicely —
    lest your bloom curl inward,
    shriveling from toomuchsun.

    Your cousin opens
    to the moon,
    unfurling in the dusk,
    basking through the night
    until touched
    by morning dew. 

    I am opening
    to an inner light,
    a radiance, a spark
    of glory
    born before i came to be
    and now unfurling
    in words
    and images,
    and tenderness.

  • Day 29: Starlight

    a poem a day in the month of may
    (The Liminality Journal: Kaitlin Curtice)

    Blue skies of morning
    blot the starlight from my view;
    still, the stars shine on.

    ***

    From dust you have come, 
    And to dust you shall return.
    ~ Genesis 3:19

    We are made of stardust,
    every part of our body
    formed in stars
    over billions of years
    and multiple star
    lifetimes.

    We come from dust
    and to dust we shall return.

    All my ancestors,
    near and far,
    came from the same dust. 
    Our skin tones are different;
    sepia, olive, charcoal, lily white
    The beat of the drum
    to which we dance is different;
    bodran, sammi, buffalo hide, goat skin
    Our origin stories are different;
    cave, sun, breath, moon

    Regardless of color, drumbeat, creation story —
    our bodies themselves,
    the skin in which we live and breath and move,
    are all sculpted from the same clay.

    the invisible starlight 
    of my morning
    reminds me
    i am made of stars
    reminds me to 
    shine on

  • Day Fifteen: Fog

    a poem a day in the month of may
    (The Liminality Journal: Kaitlin Curtice)

    Sometimes the path fades
    into a covering fog;
    we see just this step.

    ***

    Above the valley
    a low bank of clouds
    cover the mountain’s peak.
    The mass of rock
    emanates a brooding
    invisible presence,
    strength and power
    of a deity
    beyond human imagination,

    A path rises
    into the fog,
    stone steps
    ascending
    into the mystery.
    The steps below 
    fade from view,
    the steps above 
    yet unseen.

    Only this step remains,
    the broad, flat stone
    upon which I stand.

  • Day Fourteen: Sweat

    a poem a day in the month of may
    (The Liminality Journal: Kaitlin Curtice)

    Sweat: smelly and wet,
    we apologize, hide it.
    Still, *life* hard-earned.

    ***

    Wash it off,
    cover it up,
    close those pores
    with unfortunate chemicals.

    Sorry, we say,
    I’m dripping wet,
    we say.
    Don’t get too close!,
    we say.

    Here it is.
    Life. 
    Hard work.
    We stretch our muscles,
    birth a baby,
    till a garden.

    Sometimes
    the sweat on our brow
    Is the price of words
    that will not come,
    an apology
    long overdue,
    an unspoken grief,
    now gushing forth unchecked.

    The work of our life,
    this life,
    is not meant 
    to be easy.

  • Day Thirteen: Landscape

    a poem a day in the month of may
    (The Liminality Journal: Kaitlin Curtice)

    The landscape I see,
    birds swooping, leaves fluttering —
    the stirring of life.

    ***

    I chose the place I sit,
    the space in my dining room,
    in front of the glass patio doors.
    Instead of a place to sit and eat,
    I have a place to sit and see —
    birds coming to the feeders,
    native grasses swaying in the breeze,
    an old cottonwood at the edge of the field
    stark silhouette of bare branches at sunrise
    before it leafs out into the fluttering
    of the broad leaves of summer.

    Here is my laptop
    for writing,
    my art supplies
    for creating,
    a candle 
    for appeals to Spirit,
    a sachet of lavender 
    for soothing.

    This is my hearth,
    the center of the landscape
    that is me,
    human arriving,
    Saoirse becoming,
    beloved on the earth.

  • Day Twelve: Kinship

    a poem a day in the month of may
    (The Liminality Journal: Kaitlin Curtice)

    [Note: experimenting with the extended form of haiku called tanka]

    Gathering to me
    the ones who see me, know me, 
    listen to my words,
    listen to the heart beneath,
    listen to my brokenness.

    ***

    He was gone early.

    A night of sirens,
    Weeks of hospital gowns,
    And then the day
    My mother came home 
    To tell us he was dead.

    For decades I was alone. 
    Too much for my angry mother,
    Too much for anyone, really,
    Including the young girl
    Who wanted one thing only,
    To crawl in the lap of her absent father
    And feel that embrace
    Once more.

    I tried hard
    To be okay,
    To find the love I needed,
    To be worthy.

    The winter was long
    And cold
    And harsh.

    A glimpse of spring
    Now and then. 
    The beauty of autumn
    A temporary balm
    For the soul.

    Just now,
    In the autumn of my life
    I begin to feel
    The kinship
    Of the ones
    Who are gathered,
    Who are here,
    Who are listening,
    Feeling,
    Caring

    for me

    I’m beginning to feel the ease
    Of being held.
    Some from the past,
    Some in this moment,
    Some from a time to come. 

    I am caught in a web of love.

  • Day Eight: Harvest

    a poem a day in the month of may
    (The Liminality Journal: Kaitlin Curtice)

    [Note: experimenting with the extended form of haiku called tanka]

    You may harvest peas;
    I’ll eat your peas with gusto
    While gathering words,
    Simple words plucked from stardust,
    Reflecting a woman’s soul. 

    ***

    It is the time of planting.

    A long winter forestalled
    The excited dropping of seeds
    In the turned ground,
    Re-discovering water spigots
    And long hoses,
    Tiny hand-written signs
    To map the anticipated
    Crop of green shoots.

    I am planting poems,
    Harvesting the words 
    Dropped into the
    Fertile ground of my being,
    Tending the flow
    Of desire and imagination,
    Discovering the map
    Of my heart.

    Let’s set a table
    Together.
    Your leafy greens,
    My tendrils of thought,
    Entwined in conversation,
    Sating our appetite
    For belonging.

  • Day Seven: Chill

    a poem a day in the month of may
    (The Liminality Journal: Kaitlin Curtice)

    Early morning chill,
    Warming sun not yet risen,
    Birdsong not yet heard.

    ***

    The sky to the east
    Lightens slowly,
    A magic time for
    Slow breath,
    Quiet mind,
    Grateful heart.

    The Blue Hour,
    It’s called.
    Not quite dawn,
    More twilight
    As the sun still lies
    Deep below the horizon. 

    Vibrant, deep,
    “Sweet light,”
    Soft light,
    A time of tranquility,
    Meeting the chillness
    With my favorite fleece.

  • Day Six: Survival

    a poem a day in the month of may
    (The Liminality Journal: Kaitlin Curtice)

    I count survival
    as the-best-I-could-do then.
    In this time, I live.

    ***

    little tree
    still alive
    still leafing out in spring
    as if your skin did not split
    after an early freeze
    then peel
    and fall to the ground
    leaving no cover 
    for your soft white inner core

    as if the forester did not sever
    your trunk
    in an attempt to save your life
    leaving one branch
    askew and tilting to the side
    still green
    still drawing nourishment
    from the earth
    from your roots
    still reaching to the sky

    each spring
    you stand
    unfurl your leaves
    offer a spot of shade 
    just to the side
    of your slender
    deeply scarred trunk

    you look broken
    yet you live
    in full treeness

  • Day Five: Rocks

    a poem a day in the month of may
    (The Liminality Journal: Kaitlin Curtice)

    Rocks carefully placed
    decades ago, now disturbed.
    A new plan emerges.

    ***

    In the first days, 
    when this house was fresh
    and new, awaiting 
    my particular imprint,
    I created a garden
    of rocks and stones
    and periwinkle.

    A small circle of stepping stones,
    the center a terra cotta birdbath
    surrounded by tiny purple flowers
    amidst dark green foliage,
    a border of rounded river rocks,
    one etched with the word “trust.”

    A failed water valve, an emergency,
    hours and hours of poking,
    digging, scanning —
    the rocks now piled in awkward lumps,
    the birdbath crumbled,
    “trust” disappeared in the detritus
    of what was. 

    In the days to come, 
    I will clear the ground,
    discover what remains 
    and open the portal 
    to a new kind of wholeness.